Creativity…?

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I had hoped that I was not going to neglect this blog. But, of course, I did anyway.

This was not my intention. Lately, I have been feeling like I have been sort of in a rut. Creative wise and personally. I have been feeling a bit bored, not myself and have been comparing myself to too many people on social media{who I don’t even know well/or at all} which is bad! You should never compare yourself to people. I guess, I have been feeling down or not good enough. That was my fear with following along with this blog. And I am not going to allow this to stop me! I had ruts like this before and I have always gotten out of them fairly quickly. But, this time I just can’t seem to get out of it. It is definitely is a funk.

Disclaimer: It is not my husband who I am bored with! He’ is great and always down for a good time. It is me.

Zach and I, love good beer. So, we like going to different pubs together in the city and have a few drinks enjoying each others company. I never thought I would say this but, I was actually getting bored of going to pubs. Only because we do it quite a bit, I mean, granted Harrisburg is not the most exciting city. It definitely can be fun! But, when the festivities are over its sort of whatever. I just wanted more spontaneity in our lives, and I am not saying on Friday after work jumping in our cars and going on a road trip to Washington D.C{even though that sounds like a blast! I might have to suggest that to him.} Because, it is hard, we work full time, on Saturdays we have our ministry, Sunday’s we go to our meetings in the morning and then we start the whole work week all over again. Plus, he has a very physical job so he is tired, I am tired from the week also because I do all the food shopping and cleaning in the house. I always say its the little things that count. All I asked was that we switch it up a bit. Like going for a bike ride, going for a walk{even though we kind of do this already around the city, so I guess, that’s void}, have a picnic at the river{which is right down the street}, we live right next to the Appalachian mountains we could go on a hike especially now that its fall. There are so many different things we could do together. We could drive to a few winery’s that are close by{there are like at least 5 near us}. I think I could do better too, like I could start baking or making new dishes for dinner. I think our summer sort of worn both of us out and our Outer Banks vacation was the icing of the summer craziness.

Talking out my frustration with myself has helped me deal with feeling down. I shouldn’t be but, today I knew I was on my way out of my funk. I am going to start a schedule when to post and what to post. Take my free time like “when I am bored moments” and work on my blog post. Today, I am visiting my local library and getting myself a library card so I can start reading regularly again. I still have not forgotten about my lifestyle and beauty ideas for this blog and I am more than eager to start!

There is hope guys, there is hope!

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ninammariee

Nina. 28. Central Pennsylvania. I enjoy talking about music, books, makeup, hair, clothing, lifestyle, and eating healthy{work in progress}. What I enjoy here will be published on my blog.

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